Had I not fallen in love with you

Had I not fallen in love with you,
My heart would never have been so restless.
Had your gaze not cast its spell,
My thoughts would never be this scattered.
If I were not slain by your hands,
I would never have longed for you.
Without autumn and spring,
Your love would not have been revealed.
I would have removed you from my garden of thoughts, Mani,
If he were not my beloved.